Tuesday, October 28, 2008

My So-Called "Friends"

I understand that people are broken, and have issues. But what I don't understand is why they feel the need to take it out on other people. I have my faults. I know that I'm not perfect...trust me...I can count the ways of my imperfections to you, but I'm sure you already see them. I just don't get it...How can you be friends with someone, support them through everything when other people wouldn't, and all of a sudden one day they just decide to go off on you. I know that I've been too lenient with my friends. I allow them to walk all over me until I can't take it anymore. I also know that we teach people the way we want to be treated. So this is something that I'm going to work on. I just hate feeling like I'm becoming more jaded every time a close friend cuts me deep. That remote area in Washington is sounding more and more cozy by the minute! lol

2 comments:

Kimberly Mallard said...

I agree. Road trip? :)

I am truly sorry that you are having to deal with all of this. I guess one of the many drawbacks of being a flawed person, is having to deal with flawed people. Kinda stinks...

Jols :) said...

yes it does! I feel more and more disappointed by the day. Not just from this one person in particular, but by a lot of my friends with their ideas that they feel they can force on me. I'll be ok though. I have some real friends that love me the way I am an don't feel the need to "fix my way of thinking."